I'll put you before me.
I'll say yes to you.
I've got to stop putting everyone before me because nothing I want to do gets done.

I've got to work on my follow though.
I can be so dependable when I'm selfish cause I'm living in the moment.

Don't live for anyone else.
It's not worth losing yourself.

And I don't mean to say don't think about others-
I just mean that you are allowed to be your own priority.
If people leave you behind because you're being true to yourself, all you can do is wait to see if your paths cross again. Celebrate growth in others, and celebrated growth within you.

We're all just trying to live, man.

Slowly but surely getting back into making things. <3

This is Kitty. She's so sweet when she's sleeping. <3







LOVE,
​M!

This is all I care about this week.

FOOD

I'm working on making delicious, nutritious meals and making coffee or tea at home  instead of buying it.


Experimental Octopus, Scallops with Sliced Habanero inside, and Baked Salmon with the skin + Sliced ginger and lemon slices in the little slits :-D

Marinade: Freshly Squeezed Lemon Juice, Rosemary, some gluten free soy sauce, salt, pepper, freshly chopped garlic, minced ginger root, a shake of cayenne, a sprinkle of basil

Not pictured: Roasted Potatoes, Brussel Sprouts, Onions, Mushrooms on the side :)

This meal would have cost around $90-$150 at some restaurant
I spent about $30

-M!

In my dreams, I'm always watching you. You perform. I put you on a pedestal, as if you are the potential that I was wanted to live up to but never could and never will. We always have a face-to-face encounter. And sometimes it's a feel-good encounter, and sometimes it's one where I relive the core-penetrating pain and adrenaline rush of that moment when I stopped trusting you.

New Series Coming SOOOOOON......

Love,
​M!