simply truth

SEPTEMBER

What I crave is safety and freedom to express myself, my emotions, and my stray thoughts, shaky and firm.

I want to live and exist in only my purest form. I don't mean that I'm some sort of electro-shocked evangelist on TV.

I mean that I want to be fully aware of my awareness
of my truth.

Simply: I want Truth.

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A MINI TRIP AND THE BATHROOMS ALONG THE WAY

Frazzled as hell. Sucked dry of emotion.
I was so worn out that my dreams were just an enormous black hole
ridding my subconscious of unnecessary anger and hurt.

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David Lynch-ian stills from my 6 year old niece's room.
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Thoughts from the past couple months:

July
7/25 ... Sometimes I build such a loving confidence that I want to share, but instead that energy just stays inside. I go out somewhere crowded hoping that someone will recognize the energy I carry.

7/27 ... Full Moon. Mercury in Retrograde. I started my period and wore red pants.

August
​8/3-8/5 ... I've had a feeling in my gut for weeks- to say something or TO ASK FOR DEFINITION. But I never said anything- I waited until she said something first.

​I want to love, but that doesn't mean I want to be physical.

​AND SOMETIMES I WANT TO BE PHYSICAL, BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I'M READY TO LOVE.

I WANT TO KNOW SOMEONE WELL BEFORE I SURRENDER. in the past i could float around intimately with others, but now i'm more concerned with how my actions affect their wellbeing.

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